These days I'm always doing some kind of reflection on myself and just life in general. I've been living in Maryland for 1 year now. Man it's crazy how fast time flies. It literally seems like yesterday when I was stressed out to the max working 2 jobs, packing, and ending a 3yr friendship
(who knew that would become part of the process?). And then I moved to the east coast. I remember the 10hr drive. It was long and tiring. And then my parents left me on my own and went back to Michigan. Left me to start a brand new chapter in my life. I started a brand new job. Went through serious stress on the job and with my car constantly breaking down on me. But God blessed. My job had (and still has) its ups and downs but I've learned so much. And even though my car drama left me with some serious bills, God still blessed me to get a brand new car last September
(my first "brand new" car). I've even gone through lots of family drama here because of my uncle that lives here. But God just showed me more reasons and ways that I need to depend solely on Him.
Today I think about how much ridiculously stronger I've become. I'm not one to really "toot my own horn" but I don't mind doing it in this case. Because I have a serious testimony that I can share and that also keeps me grounded. It will be impossible for me to forget where I've come from. Now I'm not saying that everything is peachy in my life currently. Please believe that I've been going through a few things- especially financially. But, if I think about how far I've come, I for sure know that God will work things out and they will happen in due time. And, I'm about doing my part as well so that it can happen.
I'm about to begin my second year of teaching. This year I'll be teaching 2nd grade beginning August 25th. On September 4th, I'll begin my first grad class at Bowie State University. I'll be working on my Masters and will hopefully graduate in 2010. I'm in a much better apartment in a much better area of Laurel. Now I'm just trying to get my money right. But overall, things have really been falling into place slowly but surely.
I've also been thinking about relationships. Hey, it just doesn't completely leave my mind. I'm going to be 25 years old on August 20th and still not in a serious relationship. To be honest, I've never had that opportunity. I'm not gonna lie- I'm not content with that status. But, I wonder if God could really be preparing that person made just for me and also preparing me as well- getting my life in order. Whoever it could be will see one crazy independent, strong woman who knows that she can stand on her own two feet.
I don't want someone who "completes me." I'm already complete with God. But a strong man that can continue to build me up as I can for him. Someone who also has their stuff together with goals that they are actually working towards reaching and not just talking about. Someone that can add to my success and happiness; that would seriously put me on cloud 9. A true gentleman, not the "thug type." A true Christian, not one just talking about it and not being about it.
So yeah......these are today's reflections......